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i need a breakthrough. yes in my guitar playing. i just can't get that phrase right and i had better get it smooth by tomorrow if not i'll be a laughing stock, an embarrassment. -.-" sorry leeping and weijun! i think i make a lousy trio. :( but i still love our guitar pieces and our ensemble pieces. i told nadiah that i looked forward to guitar practices everyday. the feeling of playing together is just so fun! it makes me forget my hectic school work, the responsibilities and everything else, which makes me unhappy.

i don't know why jc life has become so busy. maybe after guitar concert, it'll be better. i just feel so tired everyday. not tired of studying, but physically and mentally drained. i think even though last year classes ended at 2.50pm, it didn't feel so tiring. every day, i can just plonk on the bed and get a really good sleep.

haha (: but i like my lessons. and don't like the homework. i think that goes with a lot of people too.

after my concert, i'll be more free. and i'll use that time to read God's Word more. i feel bad for neglecting Him. I have to come back to Him, not soon, but now.